Thursday, June 24, 2010

Filial piety

i was watching these 2 vids found HERE

i find after watching that, i am grateful i was brought up the way i am, that is not matter what happen your parents are your responsibility, no one knows what the future holds...

to me i was fortunate to experience the sad stories about living in an old folks home, and how these old people are abadonned... well some families cannot cope up with their kids and 2 frailing parents, but some are those who are money minded....

money can only buy u so much material stuff, but they can;t buy u family or love... seriously y do people regret after their beloved parents are gone, its quite dumb, u decided money was oimportant but people do not live on forever....

take some time today to think about them, and thank them for having you and raising you, even thou you may have different view and opinions, dun be the one to regret later

god i guess i miss my parents too much... my dad especially.... oh well abother 3 days, i;'ll be home and happy on monday XD

Monday, June 21, 2010

is being generous bad?

my mum thinks i am too generous, i think its not that bad

for example, i am living in a dormitory, so when someone new comes, i tend to lend them stuff, i mean its a waste of money to buy stuff new stuff and in the end they're going to leave it here, not a bad thing but seriously, what exist just use em, not like i use everything....

i am heading back to singapore on the 28th for a short 2 weeks holiday XD [aka food/relatives/friends trip]

so she like make sure you keep all your stuff in your room, like shampoo, electric blender/food processor, plastic containers, cockeries.....

i was like erm so ma fan...

think about for awhile yes its 2 weeks, yes there maybe strangers coming into the dorm, but i mean do u think they are so desperate to take the items and ship them back to their countries?

even they use it [shampoo or anything] there should be some left?

right now in this place there's 11 rooms, but there's only ME now XD [ok its abit scary i admit, but i am used to it~~~]

but do u think i should be selfish and keep everything in my room when i leave? cos the stuff outside i dun mind sharing XD i mean as long as they wash and clean it.... i am totally fine....

hrm i should go thru my photos and upload my dinners XD

Saturday, June 19, 2010

hey world

looks like i managad to change everything and went thru all the settings XD wasn't that bad, now i only need breakfast....

ok till later, my usb read is missing!!! :(

oh and i adjusted the blog for the summer theme XD

post pictures as son as i find the usb device LOL
lets update this blog XD going back into some coding and design changs black and pink is nice but meh~~~

Friday, April 30, 2010


to me i hate silence, i understand people think silence is a way to say wait i am thinking or i am just listening

silence to me has a another entire meaning, either either ur spacing out or there is something wrong...

the latter happens to be what i think when i go to class and the fella over there becomes so quite its abit unnevering

i hate silence, maybe becos i was born as a hyperactive child, my mind moves every sec thinking of too many things... and to me silence is just like locking myself in a padded room and left to my own guilty pleasures

i admit the only time i am silent is when i am drunk, i find that its hard to do something while not letting another thing happen, yeah something like a control freak when i am drunk.... i dun want to do something that cos an involuenterry reaction...

then the guy seems to think i care too much, so maybe is should stop asking him if he;s alright and let him be, but then again i am like that i worry for people, as for myself anything will slide i guess [well as long as its nothing against my morals XD]

sighs what should i do, i am concern but i do that shotgun reaction when i find someone silent as a rock... sighs....

Monday, April 5, 2010

its a small world afterall

how strange is it to find out that your friend is pregnant thru her husband;s blog and stumble upon it by chance by just random clikcing @

very steange indeed, yes i am happy for them XD sighs strange day indeed

Friday, March 12, 2010

what is love?

i am like 25 already, the only relationship i had ended up with this guy falling in love with a girl that i knew just becos she was more moe

and i ended up being sad for all say 3 days LOL then i decided he wasn;t worth it, after all he was someone i met in a fandom, and well IRL he was a guy that was your typical fanboy, and in he relationship i did all the romantic stuff, which was pretty silly of me, lesson learnt

1 hand = slap
2 hands = clap
3 hands = FIFO [first one in first one out]

but anyhow now i sit here on my heatpad in japan wondering what is love

is suppoedly when u can ONLY see that person in a crowded room <== but that again might be becos u are having tunnel vision

and becos of the tunnel vision u tend to look over stuff <== that makes u very blind indeed

and seriously think about it, there are enough evidence once that u become the gf he'l go fishing for another one, unless he does suffer from severe blindness and tunnel vision [i know of someone who does XD he;s cute, i admit, too bad he;s too young for me]

ok i am being cynical, i do believe in love, i do believe that one day i'll find someone who should be hilarious yet the more mature one, and someone i want to give my freedom for household enslavement to...

but love, its the one think man profess to give, but yet ride another boat, and women, we are total suckers for love, we want it but never find it....

Thursday, March 11, 2010

jack neo bleh

seriously i am definately disliking him, i used to like him, being brought up in singapore he was a household name...

its sad, one after another famous men get their sexual tyrst revealed for the world to see... sad indeed...

to me the statement that 'if you dare top do it, u'll eventually get caught' is true

i think if you guys out there dare to cheat, u should count on the day u'll be found out...

i think dissapointed in jack neo is what i am trying say, not only having 16 other womens, but putting your wife thru the press conference 3 days after the big hoo haa, where is sense in that?

seriously if u really wanted to make up do not put the person who has so magnimously forgiven you out for the sharks to eat, i wasn;t suprise she fainted with the pressure...

forgiveness? sorry but i am in the camp that is Anti Jack neo, its one thing to cheat and another to put the person who magnimously forgive out for the sharks...

in the future if my husband cheats he'll go right out of the door, to me the logic is, he cheats once, doesn;lt meant he wouldn;t cheat many more times, save the tears and myself the many heartbreaks....

wonder which other idiot wil get caught cheating... XD

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Once a day, one mth meme marathorn


Day 01 | Your favourite song
Day 02 | Your favourite movie
Day 03 | Your favourite television programme
Day 04 | Your favourite book
Day 05 | Your favourite quote
Day 06 | Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 | A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 | A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 | A photo you took
Day 10 | A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 | A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 | Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 | A fictional book
Day 14 | A non-fictional book
Day 15 | A fanfic
Day 16 | A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 | An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 | Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 | A talent of yours
Day 20 | A hobby of yours
Day 21 | A recipe
Day 22 | A website
Day 23 | A YouTube video
Day 24 | Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 | Your day, in great detail
Day 26 | Your week, in great detail
Day 27 | This month, in great detail
Day 28 | This year, in great detail
Day 29 | Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 | Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 01 Your favourite song

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

bleh new year

ok i am having this weird sleep like 4am wake up @ 12pm routine going around... sighs

i get busy with DVD/cleaning room then FB and stuff and by the time i know it, its already 4am... tsk tsk very bad...

oh well on another note new year was a more solemn one, went to a temple and another temple... was really something different, most new years all i do is SLEEP [i sound like a pig <.<""]

japan is not like other countries, no fireworks this time... sighs

ok i am sitting here and writing this weird random info, since i posted a comment on someone;s blog

call me old fashion but i dun really want to give up my virginity b4 i get married, cos seriously, i have no money, how the hell would i suport my kids? and seriously working my ass off to support someone is just not also kids cannot survive on air alone [unlike the adults lol]

to me, if i have a kid i want to give him or her my entire time and devotion, having a kid is not a one of thing that u got it, congrats have fun time to time... kids need attention [go to a mac and appreciate the hell u put ur parents thru when u were young]

and if u can;t give them a sense of security and attention they require its best off not having them... i love kids [ok i think i do, but not when they re bawling their hearts out, its heart ranching]

life is short they say, u'll need to enjoy it, but to me, having a mini me [my kids] is something that would be very interesting, teaching him.her then stuff i know would be so adorable [i sound weird as in adorable is not a good phrase to use LOL]

sighs... now where;s that naked guy in a box present that i asked santa? XD